Thank you

It takes time to iron words smooth and make them rhyme,
But no matter how they stumble and mumble from my mind,
My words have been true, save the baby-tiny things,
But sometime its hard to speak open through my mind,
Its a fear that the train will slip on the only rind,
Only ending in the burst of my cloud 9 into rain,
determined to stumble and grab your small hand,
That you aren't a victim of the drain,

What I mean to say is thank you for all you've done,
In the face of this intangible cliff,
For dropping me the rope tied to that stone,
My fears soon quake and fall stiff,
It leaves a simple peace in place,
Where shadows fall in a breeze,
You've kept me far from the brink,
Its taken much time for me to find,
just how much you make me think.

That little nagging

I dont know what the fuck has been going on recently I have all the reason in the world to be happy, just sometimes I get dark and feel depressed about things. I just can't let that happen for a number of reasons including someone important to me. So sorry for all of the spurs of needless moping I have been doing. I resolve to stop the needless moping right now, right here, and just keep doin what I am doing and be fuckin happy cause life is too good right now to waste on depression. If you see me bin mopey with out a good cause, kick me in the ass and tell me I wrote this! thanks a bunch

walking contradiction

self explanatory