Wishing

Wishing for wishing to work... never seems to work
shotty theory that is.
Yet still I wish, you wish, whether we say it or not wishing seems to be somehow automatically implied when you want something bad enough.
Here are some of the things I want and need:

I know I am thought of, but I want the comfort of knowing that its love or friendship that has me on your mind.

To know that you are trying and putting forth even a minute effort and not saying yes just to get it over with.

Not necessarily to be understood, but to have you grasp for it.

To be held every once in a while.

And foremost speak to you in person, even when speaking means utter silence.


My sights are not set high, but circumstances make these hopes feel very uncertain.
I know despite all best intentions I may have not made things the easiest, but may we start anew?