Take your time

I am not him
This is not the same
Yes it seems to mirror previous happenings
But!
I am not him
I am me,
You can talk to me without having to be scared or cornered. Rather I am humble to your will and let you stand in control.
I will not get angry, because I so genuinely care so much for all you of that I rather hurt myself than hurt you. But I would like you to hear my feelings as well.
I understand that I am not the only one you needed to talk to and that is okay,
but please don't exclude me from being a part of the solution,
or it may simply never feel solved or ended for either of us.
All I am asking is that you not run from this, not run from me, and speak with me when you are ready.
I was told not to talk to you, and I will try my painful best not to speak until spoken to.
I am in no place to make demands, but I do wish we could still figure something out.
I don't completely understand who all knows what and where your feelings are.
But this I know is different than last years problem, I am not him. I will give you my being, and my undivided attention.
It is your turn to be the one talking, and when you speak I will listen, and perhaps I will respond if you should feel so inclined to hear me speak.

-with love
Keenan